Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Break free from the chains.

How cool is that!? Im free from the chains that were making me upset and making me cry all the time! I had such low self image that i did not feel myself, i was not acting like myself, heck, i thought at times i did not LOOK like myself. I was at church doing another VBS, and durring break I went to the worship center, went to the cross, got down on my knees and started crying out everything. And i ended up doing the same thing in a friends office ( she works there. You know who u are who is reading this) I felt so bad about myself, i had thoughts of just not eating, but i know already that is stupid. I would never do so, but thats how bad it all got. I had looked into the mirror and I saw something else. IT was not me. I saw myself with a long,pale face and a look of evil/depressuon on my face. It was not me, I was crying and praying for God to help me see me......the REAL me. The ME that he made ME to be. And I had Jenny ( my church friend) praying for me. Jenny, if your reading this, THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH! Cause today I feel great. Like how great is that! Im smiling and singing VBS songs and i tried on 1 outfit for tomorrow, instend of 10 of how this all started. And i know how im gonna do my hair and all, i just feel so much better about myself. I had 2 people praying hard for me, and the next day im free from the chains of low self image. Im free! I no longer have the devil telling me any different. Cuase I am made in Christs liking and i know that im perfect in His eyes. Cuase what he makes, are no mistake, so i know that I, and everything about me, are not mistakes, but are there for a reason! Thank you so much Lord Jesus for freeing me from these chains! Your power is so amazing! I LOVE YOU LORD JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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