IM BACK! I mean my old self with Christ is back.

O wow. Why is it......or HOW is it, that we get our minds so off God, that we are not who we are anymore. I had been so far from God, even when I was in Junaluska. I was not with God....like with with God. I had been doing something that I really should not have been doing. I wanted to stop, but i just enjoyed it too much. And I knew I had a problem. But something God did just showed how powerful He is. I had this really bad dream that just freaked me out!!! I was crying about it like nuts cause i could not get one part of the dream out of my head. Like it would just keep playing in my head. And im sure that its something NO ONE wants to keep thinking about, or would want to keep seeing over and over again. So as im crying i was praying for God to take it out of my hands. I was praying for God to take away my dream and not to think about it again. Next morning and today, i have not thought about it. HOW AWESOME IS THAT!? Today in church, i almost did not go, the paster talked about taking away things in your life that you dont need. And what i was doing, was something i did not need. I prayed and almost cried asking God to forgive me of it and i said that thru Him i could stop. Just like the dream stoped coming back to me. Soo yea. Im back to myself and it feels great. Ive missed the Lord so much! SO thats my little tidbit of the day. LOL! God bless!