New Poem-All around me

Yes, i know the title sounds like flyleaf, but i had that song in my head when I wrote this............in my head. LOL! For the first 3 parts anyway. Its not done yet, but its really pretty and i wanted to post it up. So here it is. Enjoy! Ill post the rest when it is finished.

All around me
There you are
You never turn back
Your never too far

My heart is on fire
Feels like its burning
Its the feeling of love
Cause its you im serving

Blessing after blessing
Time after time
Im so glad that
Your love is mine

My heart is racing
Hard to breath
My hands up to you
I never want to leave

Your love is like living
For the very first time
Watching me step by step
To make sure im fine

I gave you my soul
I gave you my life
I gave you my sin
And i know its right.

poem-"i now know who i am"

i wrote this cause of something im going thru now. But the poem has nothing to do with what im going thru. so enjoy! :)

I thought i was so weak
But God told me I am strong
I thought i was a mistake
And God proved me wrong.
I thought I was no one
God said i am his child
I thought i was alone
But God was there all the while
I thought He was a lie
Now He is my life till I die
I thought heaven was not real
until God showed me the real deal.
I lived in chaos each and every day
till God showed me all His ways
And when I fall short to the way of men
God has a way of lifting me up again
God saved me and Im free
He can do it to you, just believe
And before you know it, when time is right
He'll come and take you in, with all of his might!

IM BACK! I mean my old self with Christ is back.

O wow. Why is it......or HOW is it, that we get our minds so off God, that we are not who we are anymore. I had been so far from God, even when I was in Junaluska. I was not with God....like with with God. I had been doing something that I really should not have been doing. I wanted to stop, but i just enjoyed it too much. And I knew I had a problem. But something God did just showed how powerful He is. I had this really bad dream that just freaked me out!!! I was crying about it like nuts cause i could not get one part of the dream out of my head. Like it would just keep playing in my head. And im sure that its something NO ONE wants to keep thinking about, or would want to keep seeing over and over again. So as im crying i was praying for God to take it out of my hands. I was praying for God to take away my dream and not to think about it again. Next morning and today, i have not thought about it. HOW AWESOME IS THAT!? Today in church, i almost did not go, the paster talked about taking away things in your life that you dont need. And what i was doing, was something i did not need. I prayed and almost cried asking God to forgive me of it and i said that thru Him i could stop. Just like the dream stoped coming back to me. Soo yea. Im back to myself and it feels great. Ive missed the Lord so much! SO thats my little tidbit of the day. LOL! God bless!