Journal......................

i had no idea it would be so painful to fill up a journal!!!!! LOL! I had this one journal for a year. And its been thru everything with me. the laughs, joy,tears,up times and so on and so forth. And i just filled up the last page today!!!!!!!!!!! So yea. I never really understood why people wrote in a journal untill i got one. Now im on the serch for a new journal that i can fill with my up and down times, my prayers, my laughs, joys, sorrows, and everything else. I just love having a journal that you can just write everything in when something is wrong. Your deepest thoughts are safe in writing and no one can see them. I was looking thru the pages of my journal before i put it on my bookshelf, i saw all the up times with God i had, the times i was really down, the first draft poems, the randomness, the things that friends put on one page while i was not looking, untill i caught them and almost raised hell. lol...........good times. You know, in a way, i think your jouranl is your best friend! IT knows everything about you! So this blog is for my filled up journal!!! Im gonna miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!